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Unread 01-18-2015, 10:26 AM   #51
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Good afternoon R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

So tell me my friend........what is is like to be an owl? Once i get that concept we can move onto a "wise one". (There is an issue with your wisdom certificate in that anyone that jumps out of hellclopters must have something substantially wrong with them my friend.) Leave it with me, i have written to the high command, (FBI), and as i have pursuaded them that you no longer require a helicopter or have the desire to jump out of one, they are "thinking about it". I think you can be safe in the knowledge a brand spanking new certificate is on its way.

R Lee, you are my absolutely rock. Your experience and ways of communicating your wisdom is something, on a daily basis, i am so very grateful for. I know you are a fiercly modest man, but maybe just this once........Thank you R Lee, for never leaving my side.

See you tomorrow my friend.

Be peaceful, keep sharing your strength with us, keep healthy. Loveness to you R Lee.
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Unread 01-18-2015, 10:53 AM   #52
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Tryn, Thanks so much for posting something special on everyone's thread. Thanks for watching after me. You are a hoot!!

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Unread 01-18-2015, 11:42 AM   #53
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RLee,

Tryn doesn't realize that he speaks for all of us who find you to be our rock. I hope all is OK with you and family.

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Unread 01-19-2015, 04:32 PM   #54
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Good evening R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

Dear R Lee, you know i love you to bits, so i think i am within reason to "dispute" what Susie thinks i know or otherwise.

My grand plan....(if you wouldn't mind Susie), was to get either R Lee or his mates to fly me to where you all are, and then Micheal would pick me up in his refurbished motor vehicle.

I absolutley know how much R Lee means to us all, and as i personally intervened to have his wisdom certificate reinstated, i am proud to say, he can now fly hellclopters at will, Micheals car works, Tryn needs hugs and the shaking of hands.....what could possibly go wrong?

I have pondered that being R lee is a rock, whoever is flying said hellclopter sure ..........

Loveness to you R Lee. I am so happy for you that you enjoy the heights of sobriety far higher than a hellclopter can take you. I know you take me higher and higher each day with experience. Wisdom is not something that is told, it is something that "is". You give "is" to us everyday.

Be peaceful, be healthy and be careful whilst flying. Loveness.
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Unread 01-19-2015, 09:31 PM   #55
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Thanks Susie & Tryn. Love to you all. I'm just a alcoholic who chooses not to drink today. You all are my rock.
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Unread 02-08-2015, 10:14 AM   #56
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Good afternoon R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

I haven't seen you about for a couple of days. Is everything ok?

Thoughts and my Loveness to you R Lee
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Unread 02-08-2015, 10:43 AM   #57
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Thank you Tryn. I'm good & have been around.
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Unread 02-08-2015, 02:59 PM   #58
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It is always nice to see how you are doing R. Lee. You are a great support and person.
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Unread 02-08-2015, 03:58 PM   #59
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Good evening R Lee.

My mistake. Good to now you are well.

Loveness and my hugs to you R Lee.
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Unread 02-24-2015, 03:48 PM   #60
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I appreciate your words of thanks for posting on threads other than our own. It's helped me reading through the threads and recognizing I am not alone!
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Unread 02-24-2015, 09:26 PM   #61
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DianeC, It does my heart good to see new people come in here & want sobriety for themselves & they are willing to help others who are like them. You all help me stay sober just for today.

I can't stay sober on my own but we can stay sober just for today if we work together.

Thank you again!!
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Unread 02-25-2015, 08:57 AM   #62
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R. Lee you are a great support and I wish you the best each day for yourself.
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Unread 02-25-2015, 12:42 PM   #63
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Good evening R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

My brother, the wise old owl, (wol) that lives high in the branches has watched life pass by sometimes in times that make it fear for its own existence, and now, alive and wise, it sits and sees the life it has, unfurl for others. From its experience and vantage pont, those that wish to listen may find ways forwards, pathways that maybe a source of relief, but always honest and true.

No, R Lee, no pedastal, just a recognition of experience and wisdom.

What does that look like?,

I say to my children.."i know this wonderful man called R Lee. He lives in the big place and............."

Thank you.

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Unread 02-25-2015, 01:32 PM   #64
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I can't stay sober on my own but we can stay sober just for today if we work together.
That is beautiful. A hard thing to admit for some (me), but so true.
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Unread 02-25-2015, 02:22 PM   #65
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So true, RLee.
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Unread 03-08-2015, 09:06 AM   #66
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Good afternoon R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

R Lee?...........Thank you.

Thank you for foundating others pathways. Thank you for staying with us all, side by side. Thank you for constantly giving the message of thinking through the first drink. Thank you for empowering others to engage with, and sustain their sobriety.

Thank you R Lee.

Be peaceful, be healthy and be strong. Loveness to you R Lee.
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Unread 03-08-2015, 03:01 PM   #67
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Yes, thinking through that first drink keeps me from sipping and slipping.
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Unread 04-04-2015, 10:16 AM   #68
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so sorry to hear about your loss in another thread, just wanted to let you know and my thoughts and prayers are with you everyday.
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Unread 04-07-2015, 05:18 PM   #69
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RLee,

Good work from you, always finding the positive to reinforce.

Thanks for your never ending support.

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Unread 04-07-2015, 06:10 PM   #70
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I agree that R Lee is a wonderful support to all here. Thank you, R Lee.
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Unread 04-07-2015, 07:13 PM   #71
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Thank you all. We can do this together. We are worth it.
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Unread 04-08-2015, 09:51 AM   #72
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Yes, R. Lee, we are worth it! Very true words, indeed. You always have a way of sizing it up just right.

Just wanted to share with everyone that I had a complete medical check-up last week, and everything is great!!! I am so happy and grateful for good health.

It's 45 days, and I feel wonderful and in control.
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Unread 04-08-2015, 10:15 AM   #73
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DianeC, Thank you. Congratulations on 45 days sober. You are a winner.
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Unread 04-08-2015, 01:58 PM   #74
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Congratulations, DianeC!
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R.Lee, you give so much of yourself to support us all and I just wanted to say how grateful I am. When I joined this site, I was waiting to hear from you and Saint as your words elsewhere convinced me this was a good place to be.

Thank you.
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Unread 04-28-2015, 02:18 PM   #76
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Thank you SecretTiger. You all help me stay sober just for today.
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Unread 04-28-2015, 04:24 PM   #77
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Good evening R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

Ummm,.....<<< (tapping fingers).......errrr....(something profound that's whats needed).....hold on......GOT IT!

can i have a hug?

Be peaceful, be healthy and be strong. Loveness to you R Lee
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Unread 04-28-2015, 09:00 PM   #78
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HUGS Tryn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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I'd like to add some hugs to that, too.
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Good afternoon R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

Aweee, thank you R Lee, and thank you Catfish.

Right back at ya!

Be peaceful, be healthy and be strong. Loveness to you R Lee
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Unread 04-29-2015, 08:01 AM   #81
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Wishing you a wonderful day, Tryn. Is it rainy and grey where you are, too? xxx
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Good evening R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

I read the 40 years coming up and the 1st. I want to show you the generation under you, cares.

Thoughts of an Old Soldier.

As my heart beat grows further away from my first
And closer to my last.
I look back into the years
and to those friends i left in my past.

Old soldiers whose years now pass. Each day
our faces wrinkle, our hands callous
and our hair changes to a shade of grey.

Our Dearest friends grow old no more
Their hair will never grey
They age no more
Not an hour, nor a day.

They felt no pain since the day they fell.
their brows will never crease
with worry of some horrid pain.

Our memories of them will never cease,
A promise we made years ago as we stood in the rain.

I vissited my friends, and yes i stood tall
But no matter how i tried
I broke and i cried
As i knew those names, upon that wall.

SFC t
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I do beg your pardon, wrong button.....

SFC Thomas E. USAR RET

66-67.

Thank you R lee.

Thank you again.

Now...be peaceful, be healthy and be strong. Loveness to you R Lee.
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I forwarded to my husband. The poem my husband wrote was named, "The Wall."
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Thank you Tryn. That was very thoughtful.

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nice poem, thanks for sharing.
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Tyrn - great poem...there are so many great sides of yours...this one is cool ...

RLee - I just want to say "Thank You"..you are doing a Noble job helping and guiding here. I am very inspired by you and I look to you as my mentor. Thank you.
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iamtrying, Thank you. I am just like you a recovering alcoholic trying to stay sober just for today & this place helps.
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Good afternoon Dearest R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

I really am sorry to hear of your daughters pathway and all i care about is you in this. I read on Catfish thread. I can imagine the hurt that must engender within having 6 of my own.

I want to thank you for sharing with us and by showing us that we would all think....."oh **** this, i'm going to drink".....it is typical of you to keep it simple and show us all......why would i? By saying...."would taking a drink help this situation...NOT" i think is a gift for us all. It is because i know the thought had occurred to you as an alcoholic and you actively had to think through the first drink.

For so many of us that as I Am Trying said, see you as a mentor, (tough, like it or lump it), and you so lovingly tell us from time to time when you feel danger maybe looming for us you will say to us, "think through the first drink".

You have just shown us all, exactly what you mean. Thank you.

On this dreadfully sad and painful time, know my heart and hugs are all yours my dear, dear friend.

Be peaceful, be healthy and be strong. Loveness and my strength to you R Lee
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Tryn, Thank you. I am trying to show how you can work through heartache. Not easy. I can make plans but can not plan the outcome.
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My dearest R Lee,

No it is not easy. It really, really hurts. The reason you are taken on board as a mentor is because for many of us trying to find our way through what we perceive to be "impossible to find our way"....wisdom, grace and compassion is what we all need.

None of us is born with any of that, we learn it on our journeys and we hope we arrive at a destination called wisdom. That is where we all hope to get off our train.

Whilst our train potters through the valleys and hill tops, and alcohol blinded us from experience, many are playing "catch up".

You empower us as you have found a way through. A strength that shows us that because our little world has come tumbling down, does not mean we have to drink.

R Lee, i do not see you as this God like figure, i see you as someone who has navigated alcoholism to a point you can keep it where it belongs. It is the strength of that you share that adds up to wisdom , experience and frankly love.

You love all of us so......and i for one know this is not easy, however wise, whatever the experiences one has had in life, you had a choice to "twist....stick....or fold".

You chose to twist and share and love all of us in a way many, many would have considered impossible. Ok R Lee, i get the "keeping me sober thingy", but you know, it didn't have to be that way.

Let me know when it is your birthday. I am going to send you a great big jumper, so that all of us can hug you all at once.

Thank you R Lee.

Be peaceful, be healthy and be strong. Loveness to you R Lee
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Hugs to you, R.Lee.
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(((((Huggggsss)))) Rlee
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Hi RLee!

Several years ago, my daughter was estranged from my family. She was involved in a brutal domestic situation, though she didn't see it that way, and she didn't want to see or talk or even be in the same room with any of us, her Mom, her Brother or me, her dear ol Dad.

Thing is, she was the light of my life, this beautiful daughter of mine. Our bond was, well--it was, at least to me, profound. Then she turned the wrong way, begin walking in the wrong direction.

It very nearly broke my heart.

Today? She and her Mother are the absolute Best Friends in the whole darn world, she loves and supports her brother during his own time of need and, while she never stopped being MY little girl, she now (again) loves her goofball dear ol Dad.

I'm so sorry than your own daughter has made this decision. Although I obviously don't know any of the personal dynamics, I do believe that it's a crummy decision.

I also believe that, if your experience is anything like mine, she will come back to you. No, I don't know this. I believe it though. I mean, I KNOW that it's possible.

"Keep them alive long enough and they will come back to you." I don't know if I heard this, read it or made it up. Ha! Yet it is True!

In the interim though, it can be really hard. As I noted, my heart was nearly broken.

Today though, my girl is back. Along with five, yep, FIVE grandkids.

This can be your story too. If it's what you want for you, and your remaining family, it can happen. Just keep believing that it will.

Meantime RLee, I'm sorry that this is happening to you.

best,

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I am by no means expert on these matters. But I appreciate the fact that not going to easy route of alcohol in these situations that inspires me. Thank you RLee...

Also, Sam nailed most of great points, I like the quote

"Keep them (feelings) alive long enough and they will come back to you."

I think it was Warren Buffet said - The best thing anybody can do is have an unconditional love for their child.

Well, anyway, Kids are gift..You held them, then you held their finger and walked them, and then you showed the right way...but you are always looking at and their for them till you are alive. Because they are part of you.
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Thinking of you today, R.Lee.
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Good evening R Lee. Bright blessings to you.

I have some of the little blighters, they are quite, quite wonderful. You know my journey R Lee, so take it as read.

Clarify, 4 girls, 2 boys. I adore them all. I am lucky....they "like me #some".

Our journey together had "thrown up" the weaknesses in me, and i should have known, when i was a boy i had no doubt that whoever looked after me,.... i faulted.

Now i am as nearly as ugly as you, they gently find their footing, to approach the love they dearly want again, and they will come back to that they know and love.

R Lee, do not falter, influences change. Goodness knows how many pathways you have nudged in the right direction.

Trust in that my brother. She will come home when she is ready. Trust in the love you gave.

Sam, and I Am Trying, pukka.

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Thank you all so much. Each of you helps me. Now my mothers little Emma was killed tonight. I posted about it on another thread. Love each & every one of you!! Lots of HUGS to you all.
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I am glad you are feeling better on your daughter's subject. I think sometimes children have to be indpenedent for themselves and it is not always directed at the parent, because they are their emotional outlet. It's done in poor taste of course, but sometimes when things fall apart, they can sabotage you, because your always there. I hope that makes it a little better, because deep inside you are a very supportive person who would do flips for her I;m sure, so pat yourself on the back for all you do.
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